****This is a continuation from the previous post****
DQ and I go outside and I`m walking her to the train station when she suddenly bursts into tears and won`t stop. So after a new river has formed, I try to reason with DQ, telling her that I am interested but it`s just way too early. This obviously doesn`t calm her down and I`m scared that Tokyo will soon be flooded so I try to comfort her but she pulls herself away and wants to be left alone. That`s when I tell her fine, but this is a little strange. How did me enjoying a drink escalate into me observing a new ocean being created? So I go off on my own when I feel a little tug from behind. It`s DQ. And she wants to talk. GOOD LO! So we end up talking about what just happened and I told her that I think she`s attractive but that I really don`t know her personality. And all this time it`s as if she didn`t understand the words from my mouth because she kept repeating
You don`t like me. I can see this is going nowhere so I tell her to just let things take their course, and that we should go slow.
She then responds by telling me she`s also scared that I will be going to the States and she asks me if this is true. I tell her that I will probabaly return to the States in a year, but that`s in ONE year! She tells me that it will pass by fast, which is true relative to what you`re comparing it to. It is this moment that I start to realize that this girl wants to start something serious.. seriously long that is. To add to the fact that we just met, she`s already thinking about the future a year from now! So, I don`t know what else to do so I end up repeating what I said earlier - to take things slowly.
Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was a full moon, maybe it was pick- a- soulmate- before- the- hour- is- over- day, but I was taken back a little by all of this. DQ is really down to kick it with and I can see myself being her friend, but I think that`s about as far as I, or any guy in the near future for that matter, should go. WaTCH out Now!
